It’s a Love Thing
“I’m currently grieving who I used to be.
Being addicted to a man-made world that will never love me the way I love it.” - J.A.K.
7/3/23
Christina,
I want to publicly give you your flowers because they are well deserved 💐. This event set the tone for my writing journey.
I really thank you for asking me to be apart of your vision. This event was one for the books and will always be held close to my heart. Creating for this event, led me to a place I’d never thought I visit — hope .
Bite the Truth, Not the Fruit is a piece that reminds people that the way out is through. Moving forward sometimes means revisiting a place you don’t want to. This piece showed me that real love is also doing my internal work. It’s facing the parts of myself I don’t like to look at. It’s accepting who I am first before I allow anyone else too. It gives me permission to stand boldly in my truth. It’s not always easy, but it’s always worth it.
My highlight(s):
Practicing the night before with you, your husband, and Ashley lol. That was first time reciting that poem aloud and you guys showed me so much love that night. 🫂
Not expecting myself to cry lol. This night was my first time ever crying on stage and I’m grateful God allowed me to do it in His house.
Of course when Nya came up to hug me mid performance as I cried. She knew exactly what I needed and I will forever love her for that.❤️
Lastly, when your mom came up to me and hugged me just thanking me. That was my reassurance that I need to continue to speak my truth because I never know how my words could impact others but most importantly lead them to God which is my goal. Your mother made me feel seen in that moment and I’m grateful for that.
Overall, it was a great turn out. It was so beautiful to witness how God uses His gifts through different people. Girl, even with you lol, your voice !!!! God really blessed you with a amazing gift. I pray that as you continue to remain anchored in Him, that you blossom in all you’re called to do. I pray that He also covers you and your ministry,
I’m forever honored and grateful.
with love always,
JAK
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